This morning I dreamt I was in a place with plenty of tents, almost
like a camping area, but there were only small tents there. I had quite a
nice tent together with my parents, the type of robust mountain tents that
have always appealed to me. I was around many people I know and it felt
familiar. Then I suddenly found myself in another tent laying next to a man I
know but whom I have never felt attracted to or wanted any connection with
apart from normal Christian association. We were laying as in a double bed
and he was holding my hand down as if we had entered marriage covenants and I
belonged to him. I felt trapped and also as if this had happened suddenly
outside of my control even if I had made the decision in the way one may do
when drunk, and I did not want it. This was a well known feeling to me. Then
I woke up.
When reflecting on the dream, the first thing I wanted was Yahweh's
revelatory light on why I had entered into this type of connection to that
man. And Yah'shua brought my mind to different types of disco-dances and
similar parties I had once attended, and the word that came to my mind was:
'witches' cauldron'. I saw that cauldron/the parties as a system whose
purpose was to let people connect to one another outside of Yahwehs will.
Most people who enter those places do so to find spouses or have other
unclean motives. But I realised that this system benefits no-one, not even
those who do find a 'spouse' there, because their covenant is made subject to
a filthy spirit, not Yahweh.
When you suddenly find yourself linked and trapped to this ungodly union it
is plain that alcohol is not only non-beneficial but opens you to strong
hypnotic demons who lead you away from Yahweh. Alcohol is more than dangerous, it has a very real
spiritual dimension that operates whether we are aware of it or not.
The reason I entered into this kind of danger-area in the first place, is
based on certain decisions I made when I was little. I grew up in a
double-minded home so to speak. One area was definitely Christain and the
other was definitely not. And I tried to walk the middle path because our
Christian faith was totally lawless. I thought I could have the 'best' of
both worlds in a quest for the 'best' life I could get a hold of - and I
chose to go for that rather than to wait on Yahweh and obey Him in all
things. This kind of decision the demonic thrives on, because then they
can just keep telling us new lies about where the 'best' life is to be found.
They always separate you from parents and all kinds of protection given in
Yahweh's order. They make you feel utterly alone in your decision-making, and
give you a feeling of urgency and make you feel you will lose if you don't
act right away. And if you choose to stop on your road to destruction because
you know you made a mistake, they punish you by ridiculing you because of
your fall in an attempt to make you fall into the trap of feeling
hopelessness and believing it is already 'too late'.
After Yahweh had revealed this much I got up and talked to my husband and my
sister about it. My sister added to the interpretation of the dream by saying
that tents represent our bodies. At first my body had been under my parents'
covering, but then I had got out from under their covering and was being
ruled by a strongman (demon) represented by the nature of the man in my
dream. This demon has a hold on my entire family, that is why he felt so
familar. In other words he was a familiar spirit (they often compensate for
loneliness by making us think we are alone and they offer the 'solution').
Their 'solution' is then the ungodly hunt for a new covering in a place where
no covering is to be found, only abuse, and the person sets off in these
areas in a constant quest for love in ungodly binds. This rebellion is, as
the Bible says, as wicked as witchcraft and we actually DO end up in an
What then can be done to break away from such a grip? First of all don't
leave the God-ordained coverings in your life. Stay with, or return to your
parents if unmarried or your husband if you are married. If you are a man,
stay in line with your spiritual head, i.e father, pastor etc. Do not enter
forbidden ground, the hunt for life outside of Yahweh's law i.e disco-dancing
(satan-worship), drinking or smoking (polution of Yahweh's temple), lustful
thinking (destruction of Yahweh's temple) etc. but WAIT for Yahweh to give
you all your heart needs. He is always trustworthy. If you have entered into
an ungodly tie through this demonic deception, trust Yahweh and don't act
rashly, but let Him reveal the way out. Study His word in the Bible and learn
His laws. Do NOT take the position of the head if your God-ordained head is
unrighteous, it will only lead you to more evil heads.
Yahweh has a spouse for you, and He will bring you to him. Don't act in
desperation when all is well. Trust and obey! Beause the 'life' you seek is
WITHIN Yahweh's law, not at all in the world, EVER. Even if demons try to
make it look that way. Pain is not dangerous and feelings are NOT truth, they
only indicate what you BELIEVE to be true. Ask Yahweh ONLY for truth and you
will be set free of all bondage to Satan and lawless connections. In other
words, let your heart be seen as the wicked and untrustworthy thing it is and
let Yahweh be the only measurer of truth. Then you will walk the right path
and not be trapped.