Hidden Within: Things You Never Knew About Yourself - NCCG.ORG Ning Network Archive 2008-10

Shalom

I see the parallel between your article, and the few lines I penned in my profile ...Yeshua who healed me but in a way that taught me so many things that became so precious to me. Areas of joy and sorrow I never knew existed in me, but that were unique to me, that only He could reveal to me.

I remember talking to friends in the early stages of conversion
saying coming to know and experience Jesus Yeshua is like after you have met the girl or woman who becomes the love of your life. She triggers and touches so many areas of your life and being that you wondered how you ever existed before... and the love, the tenderness, the care, the willingness to let go so much of self because of the other....more so with Christ Yeshua. There is no one like you, He replies there is no one like you.

I was lost between the ages of 15 and 43 and only came back to faith because I was in spiritual trouble, thats when I made a commitment to Yeshua and was born again. For many years I was concerned about the time I had abandoned my Christian life but one day when I leaving church service I suddenly had a vision of the years between 15 and 43 belly down from what appeared as a the straight line of my life and vanish for every.. it was as those years never existed.
Yeshua had taken it from me.

In my early spiritual battles, ( little did I know the battle is the Lord's Yeshua) people would tell me to put on the breast plate of righteousness, etc etc so I would go throught all the sentences and the enemy would laugh at me and torment me by saying .. too late I have already attacked you... But Yahweh Elohim through Yeshua His mighty warrior Son advanced me so that as soon as I thought of covering myself with the "whole armour of God", I could see I was already covered... these days I accept it is the covering of the Blood of Saviour Yashua. Later on further growth was granted with His Holy words from Scripture..."even before you have called I have answered".

By virtue of my own life experience with Yahweh and Savour Yeshua, I know we have all the tools necessary to navigate through this life, under their watchful Providence. My own belief is that travelling through life with out the guidance of the Holy Spirit is like being in the ocean with out a rudder, one can be all over with no destination. To each on Yahweh has lovingly created he has given as much as is required for the state of life He has created that person for.

Thoughts are subtle. They can do so many positive things and alternately so many negative things. Its easy to see that if the enemy can work through thought impulses then he can achieve so much destruction while being hidden. Yet christian leaders and parents also are unable to help educate especially the young how to handle their bad thoughts. That one doesnt have to follow through and act out the negative,
that one has a choice.

Like you say in your article my ancestors/last generation relatives also have committed grievances against Yahweh Elohim. I grew up with this think (demon/spirit) till Yeshua called me to live in Him I was under its control even though I thought then that I was doing my own thing. As I had trying to clean up and sought so many areas for possible entry and contamination I was unsuccessful. Some times when one looks beyond self and seeks to help others in need... Yahweh Elohim looks after ours. Hanging on by a thread was the form of the wrong person as "God-mother". Repentance on behalf of others who didnt know better ... and more especially the precious Blood of Saviour Yeshua, removed it forever.

On being born again each one has quite a unique experience. I was at the drawing board at home this evening when the Name Moses came to my mind. So I looked at it in Yeshua. I heard I was the Moses of the family line. So not knowing how to read all this I looked at Jesus Yeshua. He said for how many generations have I been waiting for one soul to come open to Me so that I may pour out my Mercy into your line! So I repented of all sins that were brought to mind on behalf of my ancestors and my wifes also and all the bloodlines that were also brought into union through holy marriage. In Yeshua's Grace I saw that this was huge line rlaring out backwards throught the generations gone and like wise I pleaded and surendered all the generations yet to come, that no one in our line be lost but that Yeshua would their Saviour.

Being a sinner who is forgiven and restored to holy son-ship by Yahweh Elohim through His Loving Son Yeshua ( No son could love a Father like He does). I look upon Him, Yahweh Elohim and Yeshua Elohim and say...

How Great is Your Mercy Lord, so Great is Your Love.
How Great is Your Love Lord, so Great is Your Mercy.

Reply by Lev/Christopher 1 day ago

Thank you for sharing this story, brother. I can relate to it entirely. May you continue being that deliverer on Mount Zion for the rest of your family!

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